I lost my husband to addiction. He’s still living (we think) but as a husband and father to my children, addiction to pills took him about a year into our marriage. I didn’t realize how bad til years later and by the end it got so bad he was stealing money from us nightly andContinueContinue reading “Leave the Light On”
Category Archives: Sober Life
300 Days
So today I did a thing. 😎🖤💕
I like me alcohol free.
Y’all know I’m a sucker for a side by side. Here’s the last 3 Mother’s Day weekends. ✨✨✨ 2017 my first Mother’s Day after leaving the abuse. Not my first one “single” by any means + the pain and the darkness is still super real here behind the eyes and smile. Don’t get me wrong,ContinueContinue reading “I like me alcohol free.”
Numbing Doesn’t Make Anything Go Away.
News Flash. Waiting til 5pm to drink is NOT normal + should NOT be acceptable.Drinking by THE MUG does NOT give character or help be a better mom.#FACTS How do I know this? BECAUSE INSTEAD…… It stole my light.It made me weak to abuse. It made me forget what I needed to remember.It made me aContinueContinue reading “Numbing Doesn’t Make Anything Go Away.”
Wake daily with GRATITUDE
When I quit drinking I was terrified how I would navigate life without alcohol. Denial and delusion led me to thinking that I somehow could not live without the very thing that was making me the most miserable. 🤯 Think about that for a second. Absolutely astonishing that we would live a life that isContinueContinue reading “Wake daily with GRATITUDE”
Thank You, Baby CoCo
I can put these pictures side-by-side but I can never compare these two women at all. They are not the same person. Not even close. When I was pregnant with Nolan (age 31) I remember telling some of my closest friends that 33 was officially going to be my year, the year for me. IContinueContinue reading “Thank You, Baby CoCo”
9 Months
Cheers to 9 Frankin’ months without alcohol. 👏🏻 This anniversary is extra for me as I have done 9 months before with all 3 of my pregnancies. I never drank or had any issue giving it up when pregnant but I was right back wine-ing it up as soon as possible after my boys wereContinueContinue reading “9 Months”
You can not heal in the place that made you sick.
Everyday since saying no to alcohol, I’ve learned things about myself that I had been hiding away out of fear, anxiety, and past trauma. When you aren’t able to be your true self even in your own home this puts a darkness and negative energy on who you are. It makes you doubt, have guilt,ContinueContinue reading “You can not heal in the place that made you sick.”
Healing from within.
A little over 2 years ago I left my abusive husband after he nearly killed me in front of our 3 boys. During the demise of our marriage, years of living a life with him that was horrible to endure I dove very heavily into drinking to cope. Help me sleep, numb the loneliness andContinueContinue reading “Healing from within.”
250 Days
Two Hundred + Fifty Days + a Lifetime to Go. ✨✨ #soberaf So much freaking YES. 💪🏼🖤 I literally wake up sooo thankful for this life I get to live. Sounds so cliche. I know but it’s really not. When you have been beyond low you can fully understand so much more the highs. You don’tContinueContinue reading “250 Days”