It’s NOT Luck

3 years ago I woke up so excited and listed this super cute It’s Not Luck, It’s Oils Tee in my very new but booming Etsy shop. I sold about 10 or so with promises of delivering in plenty of time for St Patrick’s Day.⁣ ⁣I had no idea what was about to happen toContinue reading “It’s NOT Luck”


When the transformation begins.

When you are free from the denial, the excuses, the “I will begin tomorrows”.⁣⁣When you are free from the pretending you’re ok and the hiding the pain, when you’re strong enough to face life without a crutch that’s actually harming you.⁣⁣When you say frank that and do better every damn day.⁣⁣That’s when the transformation begins.Continue reading “When the transformation begins.”

a little bit of sunshine & a whole lot of love

It’s amazing what a little bit a sunshine + whole lotta love will do for a girl. 😌🖤✨✨✨⁣ Today 3 years ago we got the keys to a beautiful bright home with hope that yet another game of make believe will finally make life ok. ⁣⁣Less than 45 days later my dad and brother wereContinue reading “a little bit of sunshine & a whole lot of love”

Dreams on Dreams on Dreams

Tonight we manifested our dreams for 2020 and made dry shampoo to use while we tackle them.✨🌱🖤 We dropped rose on our crown, diffused into the future and listened to meditation music.It was spiritual, peaceful + everything my heart needed. 🖤 My one word for 2020 is community and this evening was the perfect start.Continue reading “Dreams on Dreams on Dreams”

I wish I could tell her.

Wish I could tell her. ⁣Wish I could warn her. ⁣⁣You really think this is it.⁣⁣It’s not. ⁣⁣RUN. ⁣🖤⁣🖤⁣🖤⁣⁣ Not even 6 weeks later he beat me up so horrifically in that beautiful kitchen, I still get flashbacks and have a hard time with the memories. ⁣⁣2 weeks after that the blood from my faceContinue reading “I wish I could tell her.”

At the end of the day, we have it all.

A few things got me with through yesterday but alcohol was not one of them. When you go through hard shit sober, it’s a lot. Like a lot a lot. 😫 ++ when you pretty much drank for all the emotions + you’re forced to sit with them finally. Holy hell.But damn.When you break througContinue reading “At the end of the day, we have it all.”