A few things got me with through yesterday but alcohol was not one of them.
When you go through hard shit sober, it’s a lot. Like a lot a lot. 😫 ++ when you pretty much drank for all the emotions + you’re forced to sit with them finally. Holy hell.
When you break throug
When you come out the other side. 🌈
When the rational side overcomes the emotional side and all the work you put in can be used to get you through. That is pure MAGIC.✨ I lost it yesterday. Emotionally. I broke. But at the end of the day. I am still whole. I am not broken.
My life is as I have designed it and I am proud of its beautiful mess. I have my boys and I have Kiki; my parents are healthy and I’m loved; my girlfriends are caring and always show up.
We are healthy. We are thriving. At the end of the day we have it all. And what a feeling that is when you can feel that amazingness fully.